puzzled..lost too..

hi..
it's me again..

something must be damn wrong..i am puzzled that y i am so free..so relaxed..while others r so super busy(yes, not odinary busy..but super)..maybe it is just me..maybe i should buck up..i really should buck up..

well..time really zooms pass when u r relaxing(still dunno if this is rite or not,most prob is not)..不知不覺四天就這樣過了..scary..wat did i do..hmmz..nothing much..except to think about things that i shouldn't be even thinking about, which is i dunno wat r they..sounds contradicting..it is..i also dunno wat's goin on..

today i went back to school..for a chem sort of revision..for those wondering y my tutor so garang..well..my tutor 小姐 is really very garang..i was like saying that i wonldn't go back to school..but the qns that was to be discussed..i stumbled on a couple..but in the end found out that my calculator skills sux..so reached school at 6..left at 645..totally wasted my time..

another thing i did today..i tried to play the piano(mind u..i really know how to play,though that was the past..)..tried turkish march by mozart..well..turned out to be 'turkish crawl'..my fingers r not as nimble as before..so i also must try to brush up my playing skills..

sorry i may sound very sorrowful in this post which doesn't make it 太美麗..buy hey..i am really alright..just that i am a bit lost around here or there..guess the special one ain't so special after all..enough of whining yet again..
signing out..
later..
kw

me again..this time about me..

hi..
it's me again..taking time off from study a physics quiz tom..
damn..quantum and optics r killing me..dunno y those german or watever scientist r so smart..come out with all these things..well..3 more days to go..but still got formal report and that damn time wasting effective com essay to do..the thought of it makes pple demoralised..

well..back to the topic..nowadays i realised that i am becoming an anything person..that's probably y i dun like to organise outings ba..and i easily agree with anything that people ask me to do..with a simple reply of 'anything' or 'up to u lor'.. i dunno if this is good or bad..
but even though i had become more of an anything person..i also realise that i easliy get frustrated at even minute things..well..at least compared to last time..i get emotional more easliy now..this had got to change..i still prefer the 'cool' me..lol..

after last fri session at a sort of 名歌餐廳..really made my throat really itchy..made me want to go singing..well..maybe this weekend's gathering can be settled at ktv...lol..but will definately face strong objections..


anyway goin to end liao..need to go back to my lens, electrons and praticles liao..
and to kh..grass r never green forever..dun worry..i also not on green grass.. and to the person who says schooling is fun..well..u better think bout it again..:)
things to be done in the break: go singing, slack!!,sleep more..
still looking forward to 23rd sept..so near yet so far..thank you physics for making it so far..lol..
signing out..
later..
kw..

short update as requested..

hi..
i am back...it's been 2 weeks since i last posted..
long ago it may be..but to me..it was like only not long ago that i last posted..
damn..this shows that time really flies these few weeks..

during this couple of weeks..there seemed to be a minor uproar in my tagboard..
all i can say..calm down pple..要冷靜, 凡是不可以冲動.

bought 依然范特西 last fri..not a bad album..a whole different kinda music..but i still think his older albums r better..though he sings with more clarity now..and one more thing..the MV for 夜的第七章 is marvellous..

anyway..will be back for a longer update soon..
next thing to look forward to: 23rd sept..

later..
kw