puzzled..lost too..

hi..
it's me again..

something must be damn wrong..i am puzzled that y i am so free..so relaxed..while others r so super busy(yes, not odinary busy..but super)..maybe it is just me..maybe i should buck up..i really should buck up..

well..time really zooms pass when u r relaxing(still dunno if this is rite or not,most prob is not)..不知不覺四天就這樣過了..scary..wat did i do..hmmz..nothing much..except to think about things that i shouldn't be even thinking about, which is i dunno wat r they..sounds contradicting..it is..i also dunno wat's goin on..

today i went back to school..for a chem sort of revision..for those wondering y my tutor so garang..well..my tutor 小姐 is really very garang..i was like saying that i wonldn't go back to school..but the qns that was to be discussed..i stumbled on a couple..but in the end found out that my calculator skills sux..so reached school at 6..left at 645..totally wasted my time..

another thing i did today..i tried to play the piano(mind u..i really know how to play,though that was the past..)..tried turkish march by mozart..well..turned out to be 'turkish crawl'..my fingers r not as nimble as before..so i also must try to brush up my playing skills..

sorry i may sound very sorrowful in this post which doesn't make it 太美麗..buy hey..i am really alright..just that i am a bit lost around here or there..guess the special one ain't so special after all..enough of whining yet again..
signing out..
later..
kw