19th jan 2007 part 2..

hello..
just as soon as i posted my last post..bout half an hour ago..
i went to resume my life science online tutorial..yes..this is the tutorial of a module that watever they want in the tutorial does not appear in the lecture notes..so wat if it is mcq..
went to edventure and resumed..to my astonishment..i was told that i completed and submitted the tutorial..but the fact is that i never did any of these..stupid system..ok..fine..so i went to reattempt the tutorial..and all my answer were gone!! so i have to start again..hai..flip lecture notes(as if got used)..see wiki..get pissed again..u get wat i mean..
one more thing that i really dun understand is that..wat the **** that a EEE or CEE or MAE or MSE or watever E that does not have a thing to do with bio..(unless otherwise chosen..)have to take this stupid module which have a stupid online tutorial system..and late posting of lecture notes..this implies laziness on the part of the department..so this further adds to injustice of our high school fees..in which i must remember to pay on time this time..hai..
someone pls help me with life science!!! 神來救救我吧!!!
really hope tom will be a better day..
later..
kw..

Wednesday..17th January 2007..

hi..
took a break for the past 4 days..lazy to write la..haha..
now i am back with this update..today had been a very shag day(like which school day is not a shag day..hmmz..)..received comments that i should not be so pessimestic.. but..wat's there really to be optismistic about..okok..i try la..can?

got really quite pissed with 174 today..(i wonder which day did 174 didn't make pple frustrated?)waited half an hour in the morning then finally one came..but if u think that's it?..nope..it is not over..in the evening bout 4 when i was goin home..3 174s came in a space of 15-20 mins..no kiddin..so..wat's really sbstransit doin? like in the rush hours..no buses available..and in really off peak..yes..offpeak hours..set buses to such a high frequency..injustic in the transport fare hike!!..haa..

another injustice that undergrads are suffering is really lacking of quality teaching staff..be it tutors and lecturers..of course there r really good ones around..no doubt about that..i had talked about how lousy the 1st sem's organic chem lecturer is..well..一山還有一山高..in a bad way..imagine a tutor talking to the laptop during tutorial..wtf!! &*(#$..no..this is not 夸張..those in the 1st row cannot even hear him talking..i can do a much better job and take a fraction of his pay..that was wat happened in my 1st ever tutorial session in this sem..oh yes..and he is a ah tiong doin phD in NIE..so i wish all the best to the future of singapore..talking to laptop..really ultimate..well..i was lucky that this is still the add drop period..so i went to change the tutorial class immediately after that session..hope the other will be a better one(well..how can any one be worse that talking to laptop..)..
another case of getting annoyed is by this particular indian international( i am trying to be nice..)..well..this did not occur to me..or else there will definitely be conflicts..it occur to another person..well..this particular indian international happens to be an accquantance(spl?) of my friend..so..after one mth of holiday and seeing each other in the lecture hall..it is right to say hi to him..no matter wat his nationality is..ok..so guess wat did this indian international did? his first words to my friend was wat's ur gpa..so my friend(he did ave btw)..guess wat did this foreigner said..he said "i got 4.9"...wtf!! so wat if u got 4.9..dun need to go around saying to pple..of course my friend was pissed..and that ah nei was lucky that he was good tempered..if it was me or someone else..i dunno wat will happen..haa..so much for the lack of foreign 'talents'..these talents i rather not have.. discrimination against foreign talents? i suppose this is the reason..

so i really do not noe where the motivation to go to school will come from..
apologise for that big chunk there..really lazy and pissed to actually paragraph..
i try to write nice things the next time ok? (如果有的話..)
think i really goin to become a true blue singaporean that is known for complaining..lol..no offence..
i will end my post here..hope tom good things will happen..

things to look forward to: liverpool win chelsea in the weekend!!..
long term goal: waiting for that special someone to appear so that i can change title to 不孤單..
motivation level: close to none..

prediction for 天蠍座 tom..
It's easier to see the truth about what people think when you examine what they do. listen to the message, ignore the messenger. ..

hope tom will be a better day!!
later..
kw..

decisions really make me very fickled..

hi..

it is very rare for me to do a fourth update in 4 days..so pple..pls do not complain that i never update my blog..today has not been a very nice day..cause the sky can't seem to stop crying..hope there will be a better tom..at least dun cry so much..haa..

today i made a rash decision..i accepted the offer to do an accelerated program..surprised? a slacker like me finish a degree in 3 and half? u gotta be kiddin..actually i chose the 3rd option..逃避.. i accepted the offer..try to see if it is suitable for me, which i am really very pessimistic about it..then here comes the qn..how come making decisions can make me become really fickled? well..this was one of the partial reason y i accepted the offer..to stop me from thinking too much..as i heard from somewhere, the more u think..more ideas will be made..and hence more options will be available..well..y must i make the decision today..hmm..cause today is the deadline..y so rush? i am getting sick of complaining about the ntu system liao..so yup..that's the whole idea..
for those who did not understand wat the heck i am writing above..dun..cause they basically means that i accepted an offer to accelerate and not decelerate..that's all..

today is fri nite..that means weekend is here..should actually be happy..but unfortunately..i am far from that..maybe no plans this weekend ba..well..this shouldn't be surprising for a 孤單的人..
that's all i have to write then..just wasted 15 mins crapping..haha..

things to look forward to: hmm..
short term goals: liverpool please win tom..
long term goal: waiting for that special someone to appear in my life so that i will not be 孤單..
motivation level and morale: low..

hope tom will be a better day..
later..
kw..

3 in a row..

hi..

this is rare..to see a slacker like me to put 3 post in 3 days..hope this is a good start..
well..a brief account on wat i did today..wait..i did nothing much today..except that today i got pple asking me bout maths tut(eh..friend..can relac or not..lol)..obviously i haven't did any la..haa..

slept over 10 hrs last nite..hmm..kinda made up for the lack of sleep for the past couple of days..but talking bout last couple of days..usually in the past..i only needed 4 hrs of sleep..but now..despite having 5-6 hrs..i feel very tired in the day..well..dunno wat happened..maybe 人老了就是這樣..

today is one of the rare days that i did not step into school..walk that stairscase, climb up hill..y i didn't go school..hmm..it is not very wise to spend 4 dollars on transport(refer to 2 post ago on my opinion on public transport) to school just to attend one stupid lecture where u noe u will not listen to..any sane person will not do that..well..at least for me..haha..

time to end this short post..
morale: super low..
motivation level: almost 0..

signing out..
later..
kw..

post no 16..

hi..

well..this is the 1st time i actually done a post in 2 consecutive days..
woke up this morning..saw julio baptista of arsenal scored a 6th goal against liverpool..devastated..went back to sleep..then went to school..skipped the 1st lecture(partially delibrate)..went to ang moh's lecture..that guy is sure interesting..lol..and ended the morning with a physics 吹眠曲..and in the afternoon..i actually sat through a 3 hours astro lecture!!(but this lecture almost had my life..was fighting the Z monster throughout..)well..this basically sums up my boring wednesday..

oh yes..talking bout the astro lecture..this is definately the 1st lecture in ntu that i really felt that i am in singapore!! 80-90% singaporeans? compared to the core lectures where the ratio is easily cut by half.. nope..no kidding..no exagaration(spl correct?)..it's true.. one more thing..the stars at that lecture is way better than the stars in the ntu system..i have to say this yet again..stars is a total crap..they better improve it..

well..i really dunno wat to write already..it seems that i am always crapping..better stop before i crap more..

things to look forward to: nothing..totally no motivation
long term goal: waiting for that special someone to appear in my life so that i will not be 孤單..
short term goal: for the long term goal to happen..hmm..
morale: super low..

well..that's all..this slacker(am i really that slack??) is signing out liao..hai..
later..
kw..

so sian..

hi..it's me again..
it's been a long day of lectures..4 hrs back to back then followed by another hour and half in the afternoon..welcome back to school..2nd day only..and i am really shagged out..not a very good sign..haha..

it's a new year..a new beginning..new lecturers..new modules..new tutorials..new pple..new everything..but the same old s*** still starts all over again..photocopy notes..get lost in school..see ah tiongs again :( (mind u..really make me wonder if i really in singapore or not..)..crowds at lunchtime..wake up at 6 am..have not enough sleep..squeeze 179..wait for the stupid 174..hmm..talking bout public transport..price hike is really unreasonable..so wat if u compare to other countries? their public transport r more ex than sg..but u have to consider the cost of their cars and other vehicles..it is way cheaper than sg..ok..fine..nvm the tranport hike..today i took a train to boon lay(dun ask me y i took train..maybe frustrated at waiting for 174)..i was stucked at the escalator goin down for bout 5 mins..if they noe that this is the last station..they should make another escalator goin down or make a staircase which is wider..wonder wat those damn civil engineers r doin..or i suppose they are only interested in making money and profits and money and profits..

another organisation that really cannot wake up their idea is ntu..stars is a total crap..the system is very cock up..and they build the admin office on top of the hill..recently there is the subject registration using stars..well..during the window when the stars are opened, it is the only time that u can register for subjects and also this is the only time that u can freely adjust ur timetable to one that is fit for students to go study..so since they noe that there will be a massive amount of pple goin online to do this stuff..y can't they increase the bandwidth of the server so that it will not hang or jam during this period..this is of course annoying to each and ecery student..imagine a module with only a couple of vacancies..u choose the slot and put ok..then while waiting forever for the page to load..u hope for the slot..but in the end came out error, page could not load or something like that..it will really make u tear ur hair off..haa..well..all i can say..stupid admin..stupid system..welcome to ntu!!

well..all those s*** really demotivate u to go to school..esp for a 孤單的天蠍座 like me..really nothing much to look forward to..hai..

someone(in fact more than 1) says that i am too slack..becoming a bad influence to them..well..all i can say is i will try to improve..(重點是try..)

i watched death note 2 yesterday..it was a nice show..how i wish i had half the brain of L or Light..they r really damn smart..

guess i wrote a bit much..haha..all craps i suppose..well..kw is facing with another problem..should i accelerate and complete the degree in 3 and half years? or should i just decelerate and relax(if got time)? i really dunno wat i should do..will update soon..or else pple will say i slack too much liao..
signing out..
later..
kw..